Sort by. Another release is the idea of needing to jump off something. Even if it's something as simple as getting out of the house and voluntering at a dogshelter or vet? Reddit probably isn't the best place to look for help right now. Memory loss is a bitch. Week 3 of quarantine is upon us and the only thing keeping us from going insane are memes, tiger king, and zoom meetings. Absolutely. Log in or sign up to leave a comment Log In Sign Up. 20 hours ago. Here we go. 15 notes Mar 3rd, 2018. I don't know if anyone can help I just needed to say it because it's 4am and I probably get 10 hours of sleep a week. It could involve me violently sobbing and soiling myself. I cook lazily, lie on my bed a lot, masturbate, and sometimes breakdown. Most of the Yozis are insane, and their Charmsets tend to be arranged so that the good stuff with no drawbacks is padlocked by something with benefits that makes you a little crazier. I feel like I unlearnt the ability to feel joy. Also.. whatever problems your parents are having.. it's not your fault. I get rejected alot in the family so I am afraid to open up to other people. Ironically it also turned out to give me no sleep. I see and meet lots of solo visitors and I sometimes I go by myself too. You don't seem to be totally insane, but you're getting there. This sub is moderated by the South Asian Mental Health Alliance (SAMHAA), a non-profit society dedicated to mental health stigma reduction through skill development and community building. I work in a fast casual 24/7 breakfast style diner. For instance, last week I went to a concert alone and felt awful in the beginning because I saw alot of folk walking in pairs and socializing in groups before the performance. I’ve gotten taller (6”2) without gaining weight so I look like a Holocaust survivor or some shit. Open in app; Facebook; Tweet; Pinterest; Reddit; Mail; Embed; Permalink ; monkeysmobilize liked this . Facebook Twitter LinkedIn Pinterest Reddit WhatsApp Telegram Viber. I actually find talking to myself very satisfying. ar-blackshaw liked this . Guess I have that to look forward to smh. I don't want to do either of those things, but they're constantly on my mind. 74% Upvoted. I know I am and that eventually I will not be able to perform daily functions on my own, therefore needing to be put in a nursing home. itsamerio liked this . The killing part is that I have alot I want to talk about, but then remember I have no one to talk to or anyone in the family that wants to hear me. The only map I've been doing to is Labs. All I know is wake up, smoke a bowl, get on a game, smoke another bowl, etc. Feel? Alcohol isn't the most addictive drug physically, but it is socially in a way. A room full of giant soft mats would be nice. SLOWLY is not your typical networking or dating app. I definitely know what you mean. Straight jackets make you go crzy share. I can't even function anymore in a social setting since I'm so broken. Sometimes I like to watch movies like Lars and the Real Girl to tone down the insanity, because I do believe the meds I am on aren't doing shit. Archived. "[...] I've considered so many things such as carrying out a shooting or just killing myself.". I'm desperately trying to fill my life with things that give me solace and comfort, but the distance I feel from everyone else is tearing me up. We’re bringing the traditional pen pal experience to your smartphone. Please call some form of professional help. Insanity is actually just a legal term to describe abnormal mental patterns and behaviors (as in not-guilty by reasons of insanity). Sounds kind of nice. im slowly going insane waitng for them to announce ANYTHING related to polygondwanaland. I can't go to school so I'm now home schooled and can't bring myself to do any work. The opposite of Sanity Strengthening ... is made of Charms. digihopeheart liked this . 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